seems now that I, I only drink wine
life’s left nothing else for me to find
i’ll never die, I’d never lie to you at least
more than myself, more than myself
every picture painted perfect
somehow still never worth it
i never try, how could I die for you when I’m
not sure I’m alive?
sure I’m alive..
not what I meant, if I had meant it
i’ve seen the end, where’s the beginning?
you plagiarize abusive eyes so that I can’t
see for myself, see for myself
credits
from golden hour,
released June 25, 2021
all songs written, played and recorded by Matthew Deakin
mixed by Alexandria Ipsis @ Kite High House
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